Fall Asleep Standing Up....

ok so i have decided that i will create a database in access that will randomly select meals for the week. yeah ok so it sounds like a great plan right... wrong..i know nothing about access and well i don't even know if access does that sort of thing but i am going to try...well wait i have one more problem... i got a book from my techy mother but... i cant stay awake long enough to read it. is it me? i read on all these blogs about women who read book after book and i cant stay awake long enough to read most intro's. I used to burn through a good John Gresham in a day ( ok well yes Matthew was overseas and i was living with my parents and i was unemployed, childless and young but it shouldn't matter ,right?) my point is i LOVE to read. am i just old? cause seriously...not 30 YET!!! eeww it totally just hit me that i will be 30 soon....OH i need to lye down.