I think...

I think i will say goodnight....goodnight to a day filled with sniffles, soar throat , fever and a not so there cough. I wish that we could not be sick so often here . It gets to be terribly painful the constant round of illness. I will also say goodnight to a few hours - enough- of 2 year old tantrums and drama. I have seen and heard enough for the day. I will say goodnight to a tired body and the last few sleepless nights. I will say goodnight to wishing we weren't in this place and feeling terrible that BT's room doesn't feel like home. I will say good night to the guilt of lying to my baby about where his dear Bink's really went. I will say goodnight to missing my hubby. I will say goodnight to all of the laundry and the dishes and the work worry.
I will leave it all here in blog land for tonight.
As for me and for tonight i will take my cough medicine ('tusin cures EVERYTHING much like Windex) and i will crank up my heater and i hope and pray that the Lord answers prayers tonight and lets me sleep. Because the day starts again tomorrow.

p.s. thanks mom for taking BT today. It was nice to clear my head.( figuratively of course because i still cant breath through my nose.) I Love You.